For the past couple of weeks, I've been discouraged, stressed, worried... all of the above and more. At one point I even asked myself where was God in all of this. For a moment it felt like if something could go wrong, it did, and in every area of my life. In my misery, I was quickly reminded that God is always at work. I went from a position where I felt I had nothing in front of me, to options opening up one after another and having difficulty choosing. I had to step back and not only thank God, but also apologize. So often I get caught up in my own confusion and mess that I forget that God has an active plan and I lose sight of my blessings. I was reminded of how beautiful He is. Not just to me, but also to the people I love most. I was reminded of how beautiful He is even when I am at my ugliest. I was reminded that He will always be beautiful whether I can see it or not.